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Min vackra kusin-vitamin.
Jag önskar att du kunde vara här nu. Då skulle vi lyssna på Coldplays nya singel tillsammans.
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Christmas Lights

Christmas night, another fight.
tears we've cried are flood,
got all kinds of poison in,
Of poison in my blood.

I took my feet to Oxford street,
Trying to right or wrong.
Just walk away those windows say
But I can't believe she's gone.

When your still waiting for the snowfall,
Doesn't really feel like Christmas at all.

A group of candles on me are flickering,
Oh they flicker and they flow.
And I am up here holding on to all those chandeleers of hope.
And like some drunken in this city.
I am go singing out of tune.
Singing how I always loved you darling,
and how I always will.

But when your still waiting for the snowfall,
Doesn't really feel like Christmas at all.
still waiting for the snow to fall,
It doesn't really feel like Christmas at all.

Those Christmas Lights,
Light up the street.
Down where the sea and city meet.
May all your troubles soon be gone,
Ohh Christmas Lights keep shining on.

Those Christmas Lights,
Light up the street.
Maybe they bring here back to me.
Then all my troubles will be gone.
Ohh Christmas Lights keep shining on.

Oowwwhhhohooooowohohohoooo...

Ohh Christmas Lights,
Light up the streets.
Light up the fireworks in me.
May all your troubles soon be gone.
Those Christmas Lights keep shining on.

Älskade kusin. Du är alldeles för långt borta. Jag saknar dig.

Älskade vän, jag saknar dig!
Även om det inte är på samma sätt som förut.
Jag vill bara ha dig nära mig, prata med dig.
Jag älskar dig.

I am very happy
So please hit me
I am very very happy
So come on hurt me

I'll grow back like a Starfish

Det är skrivet i sten.
Trots det känns det bara ännu mer orimligt.
Du kan inte vara borta.
Du får inte vara borta.
Jag saknar dig för mycket.
Älskade kusin.

Linn Ottilia Mårtensson Jonsson
31/12 1991 - 28/10 2009

Jag har svårt för att se vad som är verkligt och vad som är fantasi.
Du och Jag?
Verklighet eller Fantasi?
Fantasi eller Verklighet?

Jag ser början av slutet.
Jag är rädd.
Så jag blundar.

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I must admit that I
Been feeling so alone
It's what I am
it's what I've been
what I've become

Don't push it we both know
I'm falling everytime
You look at me
Like you did
When you were mine

-     -     -

Jag oroar mig dagligen för saker som är nästan helt omöjliga.
Minst 5 gånger per dag är jag övertygad om att jag kommer att dö.
Minst 5 gånger per dag är jag övertygad om att någon i min närhet kommer att dö.
Och minst 5 gånger per dag är jag övertygad om att vi inte är rätt för varandra.

So nice to see your face again
Tell me how long has it been
Since you've been here
(since you've been here)
You look so different than before
But still the person I adore
Frozen with fear
I'm out of love but I'll take it from the past
I'll let out words cause I'm sure It'll never last

And I've been saving
These last words for one last miracle
But now I'm not sure
I can't save you if
You don't let me
You just get me like I never
Been gotten before

Maybe it's the bitter wind
A chill from the Pacific rim
That brought you this way
(that brought you my way)
Do not make me think of him
The way he touch your fragile skin
That hunts me everyday
I'm out of love but I can't forget the past
I'm out of words but I'm sure it'll never last

And I've been saving
These last words for one last miracle
But now I'm not sure
I can't save you if
You don't let me
You just get me like I never
Been gotten before
Like I never been gotten before

So nice to see you face again
But tell me will this ever end?
Don't disappear

And I've been saving
These last words for one last miracle
But now I'm not sure
I can't save you if
You don't let me
You just get me like I never
Been gotten before
Like I never been gotten before